I want to be part of the sky.

die.

The Chariot - Daggers

eye.

am tired of being the strong one.

back again.

Florida was freaking awesome.  We went to Miami, went to the beach, ate out at different restaurants, swimming in the pool that the house had, watched movies everynight plus Family Guy, walked around Naples, went mini-golfing, dressed up real fancy and ate at the country club.  it was sweet.

Corey got sick the day after we got there though which was unfortunate..but I took care of him..and later caught it hah.  It was good to be with him that whole week.

My birthday was Sunday :] wow….i’m 19…ill be 20 next year…this is weird to me.

I miss Ratch.  I miss Emily.  I miss Ashley.  I miss Chrissy…meh.  I’ve been working a lot and haven’t had time to hang out with anyone.  I’m sorry :[

I love La Dispute. http://www.myspace.com/ladispute

getting out of this town.

I’m leaving for Maryland tomorrow morning. Then me, corey, julia, b, dan, and liz are driving down to Florida at 4am on Saturday.

I CAN’T WAIT.

I need this trip so bad.

piece.

♥

today will be long.

i just woke up a bit ago. i work 3-11. crap.

i cant wait to go to Florida. i cant wait to leave.

i love these boys.

everything is changing.

sooo much is changing. i am changing. i feel so distant from the people I used to call best friends and my closest. they’re changing and it’s NOT for the better..i used to feel comforted and included with them. now they are a clique. leaving people out. smoking “because they are cool”. and i feel awkward when i’m around them. i’m scared for them.

This weekend was good though.  A New Shade of This came up as well as my boyfriend.  Corey and I went to Walmart, the dollar store, and the shoe department.  Then we drove around for a while and parked at a lake and went for a walk; coming across that old abandoned house.  It was so nice to be with him. Just us. I miss him already.

That night, we went to KOP with Matty K. They loved the Lego store the best. We were in there for a half hour…cuties. Got home and miss Ratch was there. :D At the last minute, she spent the night. And we were able to catch up and actually got pretty close in those two hours before we passed out at 1:57am. I love you girl. I’m so glad we were able to do that.